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((I'm pretty sure after three weeks of this that my stomach/ intestine issue is getting worse and not better like I hoped...
The pain is more intense, I can't hardly eat anything without it making me sick later, and the pain doesn't go away hardly at all anymore. I've been asleep all night to about five in the afternoon, and only got up twice in that time to go to the bathroom. I'm up now because I just can't sleep anymore...
My mom is going to make a doctors appointment for me, probably for tomorrow. I doubt it'll help though... it never does anymore. They don't know what's wrong with me and they've done enough tests on me to make me feel like science experiment or something. Seriously, you guys have no idea the weird shit I've had to do...
But who knows, maybe they'll find something different this time...? Trying to stay optimistic here, but it's a bit hard. I feel like I'm rotting away honestly, I have no motivation for anything and have just been sitting on my computer not really doing anything. I've been missing school so much that I have almost all F's and my mom and councilor are considering signing me up to an online school because I can't even make it to my school anymore, and even when I do I feel like I have to come home. Hell the nurses at the school know me by name now! I mean in the last three weeks I've only gone to school three full days, come home twice and stayed home the rest of the days...
I wish I could get better, I wish SOMEBODY knew what the hell was wrong with me! But I'm not and nobody does... So I guess I'm shit out of luck...
However, the doctor did say that they may be able to figure it out if it got worse...So who knows maybe there is a chance after all?))
The pain is more intense, I can't hardly eat anything without it making me sick later, and the pain doesn't go away hardly at all anymore. I've been asleep all night to about five in the afternoon, and only got up twice in that time to go to the bathroom. I'm up now because I just can't sleep anymore...
My mom is going to make a doctors appointment for me, probably for tomorrow. I doubt it'll help though... it never does anymore. They don't know what's wrong with me and they've done enough tests on me to make me feel like science experiment or something. Seriously, you guys have no idea the weird shit I've had to do...
But who knows, maybe they'll find something different this time...? Trying to stay optimistic here, but it's a bit hard. I feel like I'm rotting away honestly, I have no motivation for anything and have just been sitting on my computer not really doing anything. I've been missing school so much that I have almost all F's and my mom and councilor are considering signing me up to an online school because I can't even make it to my school anymore, and even when I do I feel like I have to come home. Hell the nurses at the school know me by name now! I mean in the last three weeks I've only gone to school three full days, come home twice and stayed home the rest of the days...
I wish I could get better, I wish SOMEBODY knew what the hell was wrong with me! But I'm not and nobody does... So I guess I'm shit out of luck...
However, the doctor did say that they may be able to figure it out if it got worse...So who knows maybe there is a chance after all?))
((Changing accounts _LINK_))
((Because I think it would be best to return to using one account, managing two is a bit of a hassle. When I get the new one up and running I will put a link here to it.
Here's the link :D: http://chibi-yousei.deviantart.com/))
((While I'm Away from here...))
((While I'm away on my little break from DA your welcome to follow my tumblr if you'd like. I seem to be there more than here, and I'm sure to at least post sketches there...
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Btw, thank you to everyone who commented on the last journal :thanks:))
((I'm Sorry))
((I'm sorry for not being around even though I said I would...))
((An Update: likely to be gone longer than usual..
((Probably wont be on much for awhile just to let everyone know. Still not feeling well, still feels like it's gotten worse, and as I expected the doctors appointment didn't help...
Also I've been dealing with some more depression. I found out two days ago that my mom lost her job... So that means she lost it just after we got this nice apartment... I don't know if that means she'll be homeless again. All I know is that if we loose this place, my dad is going to force me to live with him, I just know it...
I pray that it doesn't come to that...
Anyways, all I've been up to lately is going to school (or not most of the time) then coming hom
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I feel so bad for you.... I hate flu season >.<